wind |full animated short| 2020
On day in 2019, I went to Seattle with my girlfriend at the time. It was a huge step in my Panic Disorder w/ Agoraphobia. We rode an Amtrak train from Portland. I remember fog.
We were only there for one night. We saw a mummy. I smoked a cigar. We ate pasta. We found a hidden bench and we sat and I felt peace. After she disappeared from my life a little less than a year after- I went to Seattle for one day and did exactly what we did- by myself. When I got home I made this animation. It was a big step in processing how I was feeling and how I was going to move forward after her sudden loss.
This film's score is by Ricky
Eat Acid.
DISQUIET | Full Short Film | 2019
I made this on a lonely, snowy Christmas just as my panic disorder was begining to take hold in Portland, OR in the same apartment that 'eating corn nuts and petting cat' was filmed.
eating corn nuts and petting cat | full short film | 2018
I made this short film in my apartment that was built in 1911. I lived on the 4th floor and was constantly terrified of the big earth quake that is over due in the Pacific Northwest. The cat, Ginger, was the best friend I ever had in my entire life.
He died in 2023. This is the apartment where I really started to focus on painting and writing. It had the biggest and best clawfoot bath tub in the world